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to Higher Self Inner Knowing
When we are seated in the center of the heart, our vision is 2020.
Uncencored Truth is Blindingly Bright. Clear your mind. Open your heart.
Don't search. Don't judge. Don't believe. See. Feel. Listen. Intuit.
Become the child discovering the world for the first time.
Heartfelt knowing transcends intellectual paradox.
Move into fear, not away from it.
It's time to ascend to multidimensional consciousness.
Unshackle yourself from limiting beliefs.
We are the revolution.
Our world is splitting apart. Reality is changing. Our molecules are re-arranging.
Those stuck in the middle can't see it yet, but as the divide widens, everyone will see.
|Descending Path||Ascending Path|
|material delusion||spiritual truth|
|limited linear thinking||multidimensional consciousness|
|struggle and suffering||harmony and bliss|
|selfishness and scarcity||selflessness and abundance|
|tuned-out and hiding depression||awake and expressing happiness|
|runs from pain||embraces pain|
|endless unsatisfying consumption||boundless rewarding creativity|
|enslaved by society, competitive||divinely guided, synergistic|
|seeks approval and validation||inner directed|
|trapped in belief systems||open to the possibilities|
|judgmental and self-critical||accepting and self-loving|
|excited or anxious||joyful or peaceful|
|nervous and doubtful||calm and assured|
|different masks for social occasions||consistent authenticity|
|narrow worldview||expansive perception|
|distracted because short attention span||fully present in every moment|
|pleasure becomes hell||agony becomes bliss|
Meditate and embrace pain, and in the end, you're transformed to Heaven.
Heaven is the bliss state that results from being fully present in the now moment.
Liberation from external control is achieved by aligning to inner direction.
Our planet faces a crossroads at the bifurcation of time. We must choose a path. As we ascend into the higher frequencies, the lower ones dissolve. The three dimensional world and the structures that hold it together will break down in more visible ways.
Aligning with ego, scarcity, and free will places us on the descending path. Aligning with Higher Self, abundance, and divine will places us on the ascending path. We use the five senses of the material world to navigate the descending path. We look inward to find inner resources to navigate the ascending path. The mind descends. The heart ascends.
Fear is a valuable motivator at the level of ego, as well as guilt, shame, desire, anger, and pride. Pretending that these emotions don't exist traps us in them. Authenticity and self-honesty helps us face our fears and overcome them, eventually moving into the realm of love, courage, joy, peace, and enlightenment. Courage is the gateway. Vulnerability is the means to access it.
The Age of Aquarius is upon us.
We achieve it by establishing a science of spirit.
The controllers of society will not do it. Our future is in your hands.
Be the love. Don't need the love.
True North is the highest good of everyone. Ego lives in scarcity and wants to hold onto everything. Higher Self lives in abundance and releases all attachments. Ego uses spoken language. Higher Self is telepathic.
Focus and unfocus your eyes on the different themes to gain new perspectives on the emerging patterns.
The waxing and waning moons are the cosmic in-breath and out-breath that sets everything else in synchronic flow.
Ingresses are like new chapters of experience, stations are like vantage points of expanded perspective on a mountain top along the journey, and aspects are the conversations that help us to better understand our collective psychology.
As events flow into and out of each other, a story emerges - the evolution of consciousness.
This year ignites the crystal heart.
The three dimensional realm is governed by duality. Here we avoid pain and pursue pleasure. Ascending to the higher realm involves enduring pain while not pursuing pleasure. This is the middle path. It's accessible only in the present moment, the still place beyond duality.
When we occupy the crystal heart, the three dimensional laws of cause and effect fade into the background, and we become capable of manifesting our multidimensional potential. In that state, latent human abilities such as Higher Sensory Perception are possible. Because of shifts occuring on our planet now, more and more people are waking up to this emerging reality.
Everyone and everything is affected by this - the entire planet and ecosystem right down to the last subatomic particle. It forces us to transcend all belief systems, including religion, science, astrology, and (perhaps most importantly) history, and go inward to find truth. These are all useful tools, but when we believe in something, anything, we give our power away to it. Belief is a function of mind. The mind of the believer stagnates. The heart knows.
Being fully present in the now moment means accepting reality as it is, not as we want it to be. Know Thyself. Unconscious and unresolved emotions and judgments cloud perception, blocking access to truth. Absorbing information as neutral observer without attaching to it frees us to consider all possibilities in order to see the big picture as accurately as possible. The ego craves certainty because fear drives a need for control. Releasing control unties the blindfold, and the true accurate details of reality suddenly reveal themselves like never before.
The importance of the year 2012 was over sensationalized in order to distract you from what is actually occurring because in the 3D world of scarcity, everyone lies to each other in the interest of self-preservation. Authenticity is virtually nonexistent. In order to ascend to the upper realm, we must remove the mask. In the process of ascension, every moment is a new awakening, and life becomes magical. Eliminating dependence on external support and validation creates withdrawal, and genuine authenticity might be the most painful thing you'll ever experience on the path to true freedom.
Destroy the fake peace that stands in the way of real happiness.
Inner transformation is a courageous letting go process of death and rebirth.
I will update this list as I feel moved. Please know that I acknowledge and appreciate all of the comments I receive through the contact form. If I don't respond, it's because I'm taking the time to align to Higher Self rather than speak from ego. I have one foot in the lower realm and one foot in the higher realm. If you feel moved to support me materially, please visit my patreon page. As I more fully align to Higher Self, all the support that I receive is channeled upward toward the highest good. We all support each other.
The three dimensional realm is composed of body, emotion, and mind. Working solely on the level of mind will only get you so far. Progressing on the path of ascension requires harmonizing all three components. Mind provides direction. Body makes it real. Emotion is the interface that connects them into a flowing continuum. Real progress requires action, and the body is the container that makes it possible. As an organ of consciousness, it's saturated with cellular memory. A centered body supports the entire framework. Dhamma helped me center my body. Getting to the center of the body requires digging through the accumulation of thoughts, feelings, beliefs, and attachments that are piled on top of it. Reducing the reactivity of the body centers everything else.
Emotions are energy in motion. If we don't allow them to flow, then we can't harmonize the mind with the body. Facing emotions can be achieved in a simple four step process: acknowledge, accept, embrace, explore. Emotions can always be expressed in a single word. Eliminating the complexity of mental processes that continually seek to hide our emotions in the fog of an over-active mind opens the channel and brings us into present moment awareness so that we can clearly see the circumstance we are in.
The external world is a perfect mirror of the internal world, and it provides valuable clues to better understand our inner environment. To free ourselves from the victim mentality of external cause and effect belief systems, we can compare and constrast the simultaneous events occurring in the inner and outer worlds because they reflect each other in every moment. When we find the balance point between them, we are in centered alignment. Nothing is random. The true nature of reality is not governed by the laws of the external world that you were taught in school. Everything is connected.
The process of ascension brings simultaneous unification both inward and outward. It's not subject to the three dimensional laws of cause and effect because those laws are based on the false assumption that matter is the substrate of reality when the truth is that consciousness is far more fundamental.
Every step you take toward inner unification automatically translates to the outer world. We can choose to focus our attention on our circle of influence (that which we have true power to change - our thoughts, feelings, and actions) or our circle of concern (the external world of cause and effect that we can't control). Focusing on the circle of influence builds strength while focusing on the circle of concern builds weakness. Making a difference in the world requires that we be honest with ourselves about what we truly have the power to influence and minimizing the time we spend on things that we have no control over. The path of ascension is authenticity in every moment.
Betweeen stimulus and response, there's a space.
Within that space lies our power and freedom to choose.
In those choices, we shape our life.
Character is destiny.
Understanding dreams reveals unconscious emotions. Intention is powerful. Intend to remember your dream, then wake up, put pen to paper, and wait for the words to flow. The more you do that, the more you remember your dreams. Meditate before going to bed to clear your mind, and the dreams are easier to remember. Compare the emotion in the dream to the emotions experienced the day before, and the closest match is probably the event that triggered the dream. When we suppress emotions during the day, they surface in dreams at night. Sometimes we get psychic messages in dreams too.
Water has special properties. The molecules arrange in clusters that encase electromagnetic frequencies, containing memories and information transmissions. Water is the biological equivalent of electrical circuits in computers that store and transmit information. This is how DNA communicates with the body - by releasing electromagnetic frequencies. It's alive and pulsating, a fact that scientists unfortunately tend to obfuscate. When we submerge ourselves in water, we harmonize our thoughts and emotions. Taking a bath is an act of self-love.
Christ Consciousness is self actualization. Everyone can achieve this by integrating their missing components from the people around them who possess these traits. Everything in life is inner work, including relationships. We're attracted to people who possess qualities that we lack in order to strengthen our own character foundation. Depending on a partner instead of learning from a partner stunts spiritual growth. Our task is to understand why we're attracted to or repelled by certain individuals and neutralize those emotions by harmonizing with them. Introspection, compassionate confrontation, and curiosity light the way.
The twelve signs of the zodiac correspond to our twelve strand DNA potential. Hierogamic union with soulmates leads to biological transformation that heals illness and uplifts the spirit because we become more whole. Full sovereignty is attained with full integration.
I began my study of astrology in the year 2000 and experienced a Kundalini Awakening on 12/17/2017 that shattered both my ego and my reality structure. It transitioned from the manic phase to the depressed phase on 9/19/2018, which marked the beginning of my retreat and rebuilding process. The Year 2020 (this page) first went live on 10/10/2019. None of these dates are random. They are each extremely precise and important for different reasons. Our universe is an infinitely repeating fractal rich with meaning and symbolism at every turn. The misalignment of Capricorn and Leo in the 2019 calendar was a mistake that I was so embarrassed over that I didn't even announce the calendars. The meaning didn't become clear until much later. As I ascend, I trust more and more that I'm lovingly guided at every step of the journey in perfect alignment with divine order.